Ok, so I begin my Student Teaching on Monday. I'm a complete mixture of emotions right now, and I have been all summer long. One day, I'm pumped up, ready to go, excited as hell, bursting with enthusiasm. The next day, I'm a bundle of nerves, crippled with anxiety, and scared to death that the kids are going to hate me and I'm going to be a complete failure. And then, like clockwork, I'm back to being happy and excited, sure of my abilities and talents.
Today, I was the latter. Right now, I'm nervous as can be. It's like those first day of school jitters....times about a million!!! I just don't want to suck, and I don't want to spend the next 14 weeks of my life being completely hated and ridiculed by sixteen year olds.
Ugh....I just don't know what to do with myself.
About Me
- Eternal Sunshine of Katie's Mind
- I am an open book. I am honest, sincere, and I hold back nothing. These characteristics are likely evident in my blogs; I pour my little heart out as often as I can. I love writing, and I thoroughly enjoy spewing out my thoughts and emotions whenever the mood strikes me. I love the fine arts passionately: music, art, and literature, but I'm also a laidback girl who loves watching football and drinking beer. I consider myself to be a fairly well-rounded individual. God is, and will always be number one in my life. I appreciate the simple things life has to offer, and I relish in the fact that I am a compassionate, kind-hearted human being. We are a dying breed...